Do you constantly question your instincts and feelings? Often feel confused, anxious even crazy? Feel that you can’t do anything right? Lost your confidence and often wonder if you are ‘good ‘enough’?
Then you may be a victim of gaslighting.
Anyone is susceptible to gaslighting and it can take many forms: a partner, a friend, a parent, in-laws or a boss (there are several examples of Donald Trump gaslighting America).
No matter where it is happening, it’s important to be aware of it, recognise if it’s happening to you and what you can do about it.
To help, Julian Hawkhead, Senior Partner at Stowe Family Law joins us with his advice on gaslighting and the impact on marriages and relationships.
I recently met a lady who told me about her life with her husband. A life in which she had been regularly ridiculed and insulted in public, made to feel inferior to him and regularly told that she was no use. At the same time, she told me how generous he could be, how the children adored him and how if I met him I would find him to be charming. And so, began another tale of a victim of a ‘gaslighter.’
Gaslighting is a type of behaviour which causes the victim to doubt themselves, to lose their sense of self-worth and identity. It will involve persistent statements being made which exaggerate or distort the truth to the point where over time you believe it is true. I have seen many clients in this situation: coming out of an abusive relationship, where the ugly insults may have been thinly veiled under a defence of “it was just a joke” but have caused deep and lasting damage.
Such clients find themselves lost, they struggle to stand up to their spouse until one day they cannot stand it any longer, maybe they have hung on until the children left home or for some key event to occur and then they have to get out. Others persist in these abusive relationships for the fear of the unknown and what other options they may have.
The term “gaslighting” comes from a 1944 film called Gaslight starring Ingrid Bergman. It tells the story of a lady who falls in love with a charming man. They marry but she soon starts to find that odd things are happening at home which causes her to doubt her own sanity. Her husband tells her that she is imagining things. Sound familiar? I won’t spoil the ending in case you are tempted to watch this classic.
The abuse that comes from gaslighting can be subtle, it can be digs and manipulation or it can be all out control. It can be verbal, it can be emotional, it can even be physical. The bizarre thing is that this behaviour can often come with a complete lack of self-awareness. The perpetrator is oblivious to their own behaviour and the impact it is having on people around them. It can be found in the home and it can be found in the workplace.
Here are five signs of a gaslighter:
- You are regularly told what you are doing wrong. In fact, you are never or rarely told that you have done something right, even if you had, it would still be said to be wrong. Your self-confidence is therefore under constant attack and even the most self-confident would begin to doubt themselves.
- They use their relationship of trust and intimacy to their advantage. They know your weaknesses and vulnerabilities and use them.
- You will dread being in their presence, whether it is a sinking feeling in the pit of your stomach knowing that they are coming home soon or wondering when the next snide comment will be made, you are regularly unhappy.
- When you try to confront them about their behaviour, they are in denial, they never said that, or they were just joking. If you persist to confront the behaviour, they become very aggressive and will do everything to push the blame back onto you.
- In the end, you begin to represent the person that you have been made to feel for so long. You almost resign yourself to the “jokes” half-heartedly laughing along with them becoming a shadow of yourself.
There is one simple truth here, this behaviour is wrong. It is destructive and it can never be justified.
The two options to resolve this are either to face up to it and seek that the perpetrator changes or to leave an unhealthy relationship.
Seek counselling and talk through what is happening so that you can get a sense of perspective on what you are going through that isn’t distorted by what you are seeing after a long period of that gaslighting behaviour.
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